Confessions Of A Total Dreamer

Happy Birthday CT & Bye Sherry.

2009-07-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

HEY THERE ;)

With skinny Velerey.

On July 18, Siti celebrated her 18th birthday at her crib. Yeah! Shes 18 now. Join the club dear. Anyways, I went there with Sherry, Velerey, and Dianne. Sherry is the driver. For your info, shes in Sarawak already continuing her studies for college. Good luck darling. I hope you'll do well there. I'm gonna miss her though. So at the party, there's been quite a few of familiar faces that I know from school. She has a lot of Chinese friends. Oh and Siti made some cupcakes which was really cute. I wanna learn how to make those precious thing! Its like I don't want to eat it, its too cute. After that, we went to her room which was really cute. Yes, I love your room darling. Its my kinda style baby. If your wondering, the pictures had been taken in Siti's closet. We tried on her accessories. Very nice collections. Not to forget, Shamira was there too. She stayed at her place. I'm guessing they're having slumber party together that night. Overall, it was fun. I mean, it was the last time that I'm gonna hang out with Sherry since she's going to Sarawak the next evening. We went back at around 12am that night. My dad just won't stop texting me and its really annoying.

Us again.

Tomorrow morning I'll probably be going out with my friends. I want to shop more. I want lots and lots of t-shirts. My mom just got back from the Philippines. She bought lots of stuffs. Clothes, shoes, and accessories. She got me a pair of sneakers and a neck scarf. Cute tho. I'm gonna wear them tomorrow. Oh and my driving test went well. This 28th I'll be having the JPJ test. So wish me lots of luck babies. I'm gonna need it. By the way, I have tumblr now. Blogspot is getting boring, so yeah, here's the link, click here. But don't worry, I'll keep this blog going on too. Tumblr is just my other blog that I'll post things like my inspirations, favorite poems, advices etc.

Keep The Loving Going On.

Just fabulous.

2009-07-15T21:59:00.000-07:00

Just fabulous.

Get inspired bitches.

Bragging on Tuesday morning.

2009-07-14T13:54:00.000-07:00

Whaddup Dollies?

Fake a smile.

So basically, nothing much really did happen these few days. Boring 101, I'll tell ya that. Anyway, I can't wait to watch the latest Harry Potter movie. I'm so in love with the fantasy world they've created for us to watch. Believe it or not, its actually 5.20am in the morning now to be exact. I know, I can't sleep plus I'm not feeling tired at all. I've been pretty active with Twitter nowadays. Yes, I'm an official twitter-er already. Follow me, here. Currently, I've been trying to ignore all sorts of problem that had been going on for quite a while now. I just don't wanna make things harder for me by weeping my ass off because of something that I couldn't take control of. Sometimes, its best to let go and just go on with the flow. And hope for the best to happen in the near future. So, yesterday night, my cousins took me & my bro out for a late night dinner in Damai. Ugh, I had a bad flashback memory of my mp3 getting stolen there. Whatever, what's gone is gone. Well, there were four of us. Just talking and stuffing our mouths up with foods. It was nice tho, it felt like we hadn't been hanging out like this for years already. Anyway, I've just noticed that Ryan Seacrest is the highest paid reality host ever. Ha. Saw that info on e-online. How lucky to be in his shoes. Oh and another thing, did u guys saw the new add commercial of Desperate Housewives on Star World? I love it, makes me wanna get up and dance too.

Old days.

Oh my gosh. I almost forgot about this pic of me and my friend, Nisa. We were down town shopping that time. It wasn't just the two of us, her two other sister as well too. They helped me pick the most fab outfit for my last birthday party. Oh and the new sunnies as well. We must hang out more you guys! Unlike me, she's in college already. Same with my other friend Anys. They went to the same college. Argh, I wanna feel what its like being in college. Oh, college life.

My sister's creation;

What do you think?

She's been doing this painting of a scenery for school work. And she wanted to get it perfect. I suggested her that she should be a painter. As you can see, she did a two different version of it. One is more brighter and the other one more darker. I think the darker version looks like its haunted or something. I prefer the brighter one. Looks more friendlier and cheerful. Don't you think?

Shut up & drive.

And this is the place where I learn all the driving lessons. I'm almost done with it. My mom had been nagging about me not getting my license out for quite a while now. Its really starting to get on my nerves y'all. Seriously.

Much Love.

I wanna run with the horses.

2009-07-12T04:11:00.000-07:00

I told you, I hate reality.

Too girly? I know.

I'm so sick & tired about all this drama going on in my head. Just when I thought everything was perfectly going accordingly to plan, which I had put a lot of thought into it. Seriously. A new chaos hits back on top again. When will this end? Why couldn't I be like the others? Screw that shits. Its making me wanna burst like Hurricane Katrina. Another extremely boring & wasted day today. I told Nurul, and I explained to her everything about my dreadful situation. I need to talk a lot when I'm worried. It all comes down to my parents! They still want me to go to this UiTM college! I don't wanna go & study there. I want KLMU. I'm standing on to my choice. Lady Luck wasn't by my side. God, help me.

Duff + GG = :)

E! Online have just posted an article regarding Hilary’s upcoming Gossip Girl appearance. I am so excited for this, October couldn’t come any sooner! I'm praying this rumor is true. This would be absolutely amazing. She's gonna be a movie star who enrolls at NYC in search of a traditional college experience.

XOXO

Browsing through some fashionable stuffs.

2009-07-10T11:12:00.000-07:00

Hi Cutie.

Simply gorges.

Hello people. I'm so extremely bored today. Couldn't even sleep now, too much to think about maybe. I'm constantly worrying about my college application which is seriously killing me. Why do I have to go through this? Damn. Anyway, lets not talk about whats going on the reality now. Cause my day was a complete waste. So, as you can see (the photo above), I'm easily inspired by high fashion photography. I love the whole thing with the models, themes, etc. Very interesting to me. Its quite fascinating how every photo tells a story, like they have their own sort of agenda to it. I remembered when I was really young, looking at the fashion magazines that my mum bought whenever comes back from town. I would stare and analyze them carefully and even try to imitate the poses that the models do too. And I thought all those photography is just simply lots of make up, good looking people, some fancy clothes & a camera, of course. But now I learned that its more than that. Its full with inspiration and passion. Until now, being the so called 'dreamer' as I'm always known as to my friends, if I could be a fashion photographer or a fashion stylist, that would be a blast for me in so many levels. Haha, but yeah, that's what the problem is with myself, I'm easily inspired by a lot of things. Anyways, I stumbled upon some really fab male clothing on some clothing site just now, its all based on white color theme. Which is my favorite.

Its all about being classy;

Charming outfit & I want it, bitch.

See Ya.

Super fun. Enough said :)

2009-07-08T07:25:00.001-07:00

Hey Lovelies.

With em' girl-lies :)

Went out to 1B with Fiqah & Nurul today. Super fun day. Even tho I was the one who was super early to arrive. Hehe, I'm used to it. Its been a while since we've partied together back in the days. I bought some scarfs, and Nurul & Fiqah bought some make up stuffs. We ate a lot like monsters. Hahaha. Oh yeah, then we went to this really fancy looking shop, I couldn't recall the name of the shop, well, actually it was a boutique, and Nurul & Fiqah tried some stunning out fits, poor me tho, they don't have male clothing's there. Very sexy & classy looking. Thumbs up girls. Nurul, better get that dress! It suits you well. And Fiqah, that pink dress doesn't make you look fat! Trust me babe. I have a gift for picking good looking out fits. Hahaha. Later then, we then meet up with some of Nurul's friend, his name is Wan. That's my nickname too actually. Anyways, they're very friendly, plus they send me & Nurul home with their car. Aww, that's sweet. Too bad Fiqah had to leave early cause she has a another appointment with her beautician. At least, I'm happy I got to meet her before she leaves to Melbourne this Satuday. Ugh. Miss her so much. Getting more fabulous dear. Overall, it was a pretty good day with ma' VVIP girls. Enjoy the pictures darlings.

Photo's Of The Day :)

Gonna miss you, Fiqah darling.

Hugs & Kisses.

Sick of wasted days.

2009-07-06T08:22:00.001-07:00

Baby could you blow my heart out?

Me & Tashyia@Nayden.

Bored, bored, bored. I wish I could get my driving license done by now. Its taking like forever to get it done. Damn it. Oh and I'm getting pretty tired of waiting for my college response from KL, Klang. Ugh, I can't believe I went through the whole system of going for the interview, the paper exams, & audition for that particular college. To be honest, I'm not really thrilled of getting in that college tho, but my dad force me too. He said his, so called 'lecturer friend' said it was a good place for kids who wants to pursue into the music industry. Hmm. I don't think my dad knows what I really want actually. I've checked the background of that college and its all 100 percent based on traditional art. As in, Malaysian musical or something like that. And its not that I don't like that but I don't think I like it when its all very traditional. I like pop, jazz, & rock scene. But traditional? Not so much. Plus, now my mum is starting to get worried about me for being lazy & have absolutely nothing to do while waiting for the college thingy to happen. Nightmare.

Smooches baby.

Well, I guess whats important now is to get my license done & get over with the laziness. I need to work on something useful for me. Something very, uhh, productive. I was thinking about covering up a song & make a video out of it. You know, like what the Disney stars always do. They cover up a Disney song and make the beats a bit more modern then they make it to a music video. Since my bro is in the film industry, this is kind of like a test for him. I mean, he got all the things like camera, speakers, etc. All I have to do is record a song and start working on a video. I know, I make it sound simple, but don't get me wrong. I know its gonna be hard work. Nothing comes easy. So, since I grew up listening to those Disney songs, why don't I pick one & pump up the beats a lil bit and start recording? Right? But it doesn't have to be a Disney song tho, I think I'll cover some of the oldies too. Overall, I'm just doing this to make a move on my life, its something that I'm passionate about, deeply.

Miss you, bitch.

I miss hanging out with Tashyia, or should I say Nayden. Haha, she named herself that. Well actually, we were talking on the phone & start talking about 'not liking our names that much'. So we creatively changed our names. She calls me Charlotte (not for girl's name only, okay people? I saw some few guys named like that too) and I call her Nayden. So we're now also known as Charlotte and Nayden y'all. Thats how to story goes. I consider her to be one of my best friend. I guess its because she's very honest with me and we have a lot of things in common. I mean, I always call her when I'm feeling down and so does she. Love her to death. Anyway, I'm diggin this song so damn much, its called Falling Down by Space Cowboy. And 21 Guns by Green Day. I'm not a really big fan of Green Day but its a pretty decent song y'all. Listen to those songs and forget about yesterday. Hehe. By the way, if you're wondering when were this photo's of me and Nayden was taken, its on the 19th of June which was my mum's birthday party at Blue Lagoon.

XOXO

Move along.

2009-07-04T23:31:00.000-07:00

HI, SO CALLED READERS;

More to life?

Hey people, hows everything going with y'all these few days? I had the worst day yesterday. Literally, utterly dreadful. Ugh. So basically, my sister and I was suppose to go for an appointment with our dermatologist at Damai in the afternoon. What happen was, the traffic there was so damn terrible and there's too limited of parking lots. And not to mention about the hot burning weather. It's totally killing me from inside & out. Anyway, my mum on the other hand, doesn't want us to miss our appointment and she asked to go ahead first and let her alone find a place to park the car. Unfortunately, I left my samsung mp3 & some cash in the car thinking it was safe enough cause, in my mind, whats the worst thing that can happen? But then, reality strikes in, since my mum couldn't find a place to park the car, she went into this car wash station called KC Enterprise near a dump area and left the car there to be washed. I guess she thought it would be more easier. The next thing we know is, when we're done meeting up with the dermatologist, we got back in the car and I noticed that my samsung mp3 was gone including the cash. I know, I felt like killing someone slowly with a knife. We were furious about it. We called up the boss and explain every single little thing in a 'not so friendly way', which I don't regret at all, who wouldn't be pissed off by that? So, we didn't want to waste our precious time by asking & arguing with those people. They stole the damn thing! It couldn't just disappear like that. I don't wanna blame all the workers, but some of them are definitely thieves. We made a police report later then eventually and let them handle it. Oh gosh, thieves are so disgusting. I hope they all burn in hell because God do not like 'ugly' people in this world. Now I know how it feels like when Paris Hilton's mansion got broken in by some robbers and took some million dollar things. Lets just hope those kind of people pay the price one day. Bunch of jerks.

I am me.

Oh yeah, and one more thing. Whenever someone tells you that they don't like the way you are and treats you in a way that you don't approve to, don't give a shit about them. Seriously don't. Friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, or even people from your personal life, they should know you more better than that, not to try and change you. If people say like, 'Oh, I don't like the way you act', 'Don't talk like that!', 'Why can't you be more like him/her?', screw that shit. They have no rights to say that at all. Personally, people who try to change someones personality or disapprove some behavior which that person was born with naturally, should crawl up and just die. They can change the locks, but don't let them change your mind. Remember that. I think we're all made perfectly just the way we are. So, never be afraid to show your true skin. I think people around me, especially those who are close to me personally would be aware that I'm really just the type of person who can show my true character easily. I never did try to hide the person that I really am from anyone. Embrace it people. Make me prouder than Queen Elizabeth :)

MUCH LOVE.

Saturday night babe.

2009-06-28T06:17:00.001-07:00

Hello world, wide, web.

Sha-la-la-la-la :)

Saturday night was pretty fun. Went to KK Box at Karamunsing with my relatives. What can I say, the whole family enjoys singing. It happens to be our weekly routine already. By the way, it was really freezing cold inside the karaoke room, it made my lips shivered a couple of times. Haha. Well basically, as usual, took pictures, sang numerous songs & stuffed with foods & drinks.

Smile cold one ;

"Wake up, wake up, on a Saturday night!"

I wanna be a King.

I'm so in love with the zebra printed sofa, fabulous isn't it? I wish I could have it in my room, not that it has much space to fill in my tiny little room. I know, sad, sad. Hmmmm :(

Ohh I ♥ this snap.

Meet Syarifah Y'all.

Shes one of the prettiest, wanna know her boys? She is single and ready to mingle. Hahaha, shes gonna kill me if she sees this. Anyway, I'm so jealous of her snow white skin tone. Ugh.

More, more, more ;

Nephew VS Auntie Singing competition.

The Last.

Oh my gosh, look at my mummy lying down there & singing her heart out. That's deep mum. Celine Dion's song always gets to her passionately. She didn't even listen to me when I asked her to pose for the camera. Hahaha. By the way, if you're wondering who's the photographer behind the camera, its my brother.

Stay Bubbly Pretty People.

We love you, MJ.

2009-06-26T01:59:00.000-07:00

R.I.P

A Legend.

It's a tragic news that woke me up today. Michael Jackson has passed away yesterday. I have always admired Michael Jackson since I was a little boy. The world has lost one of the greats, but his music will live on forever that's for sure. My heart goes out to his children and other members of his family. God bless The King Of Pop.

♥

Thursday night.

2009-06-25T05:53:00.001-07:00

A L O H A

Hello beautiful people.

Ugh, my back hurts & my sleeping schedule is amazingly not normal nowadays. I literally sleep during the day, wake up during the evening. Maybe that's what makes my head feels dizzy sometimes. Anyway, its been raining the whole evening. Plus quite windy too. Well, one of my girlfriends, Anna, is back here in town already from her trip to Australia. We're suppose to go and hang out this Saturday but she has a date with her boyfriend already. Its fine, there's always a next time. Besides, I've made plans with Nurul & Nayden already. Yeah, we're going shopping this Saturday. We have a secret project coming up. We're so excited about it! By the way, Nurul told me where they sell guinea pigs around KK. She said, there's this pet shop in Beverly Hills & they have cute fluffy guinea pigs! Thanks for the info sweetheart. Unfortunately, there's no Peruvian guinea pig. Only the ordinary one. But who cares, as long as its adorable. I've been taking this whole 'Owning a Guinea Pig' situation way to seriously, I think. I've read all the info's of how to take care of it on the net & even watched some tutorial video's on Youtube. I know, such a dork ;P

My dream girl.

I stumble upon this unknown photo shoot of Hilary Duff in some fan website. It's a shoot from 2003, but I'm not sure it's been posted before or not yet. Whatever it is, I think this shot of Hilary is really pretty. I mean, with the wind in the hair & that innocence smile, its gorges than ever. Shes naturally cute.

Over fluffed.

Oh la la, check out this gigantic neck scarfs.

Tata4now.

Sneaker Fever.

2009-06-24T03:18:00.001-07:00

New Cravings ;

I WANT IT.

More to life.

2009-06-23T06:34:00.001-07:00

B.O.R.E.D.

Ugh.

Did absolutely nothing today. Bored as hell. Basically right now I'm addicted to green tea and I think Facebook is getting pretty dull for me. I'm still figuring out how to install themes on my new cell nokia E17 (which was my birthday gift from my daddy), oh its totally frustrating. By the way, my daddy plans to open up a film company for me & my big brother soon. Well, since my bro is in the film industry, why not right? People don't wait for opportunities to come, they chase & force it to happen. I hope everything goes well cause we're talking about a lot of green here. Nothing comes easy.

Talk about high fashion.

I am so in love with these outfits, such an eye candy. And now that I know about their existence, they're totally on my list. Fabulous, just fabulous isn't it? Hmm, I wonder who designed it :)

I ♥ Lady Gaga.

She's so 150 percent, Pop Culture. Her tracks, performances & fashion sense never disappoints me. Totally a Pop Goddess to me. Go Gaga!

Cutest little thing on earth;

I really really really really want a Peruvian guinea pig.

♥

Midlife Crisis.

2009-06-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hello Kitty :)

Mind the kitty frame.

Being 18 wasn't that fascinating after all. Seriously. I mean, its not like I can go out late at night with my friends without asking my parent's permission. Ugh. I think I'm old enough to take care of myself already. I don't get it, wouldn't it be better for them if I could take good care of myself and not need their attention anymore? Whatever, how I wish I could have my own condo where I could do whatever the hell I want. So anyways, I've been hanging with Nayden a lot this month. Lucky for her, she has a job & her salary is not bad tho. Unlike lilo me, the only thing I do is eat, sleep & 24/7 online. On the other hand, one of my good friend got chosen for a TV show competition. Oh, how I'm so damn jealous. Well, they say good things happen to people who wait.

I admire fame.

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. Things that has to do with career & passion. Oh God, its totally killing me. Now that I'm 18, I'm feeling more stressed out. Since I was 12, I promised myself that I'll have a music career going on or something to do with performing (things like that) when I turn 16. Unfortunately, that didn't happen. Of course I'm not giving up just yet. I will be heard. Loud & clear.

Later Rainbows.

4th June 2009, I'm fabulously 18.

2009-06-08T04:20:00.000-07:00

4th June 2009, I'm fabulously 18.

Yummy yummy!

Smile :)

Meet the family dolls.

Meloy

Sarah

Nayden

Anna

Piney

Smooches <3

Who's the cutest?

Let's get crazy!

I love my girls!

Pictures say more than words.

Bye LOVES :)

Ugh, dusty robots & fleshy cyborgs.

2009-05-29T21:46:00.000-07:00

ALOHA!

Hello Sunshine.

Yesterday, went out to Centre Point with my cuzzie, Sarah and her college friend, Ruth. We watched the latest movie of the season, which was 'Terminator Salvation'. Well first of all, I'm not really into evil robots/cyborgs with red glowing eyes and gun shootings everywhere kinda thing. I guess I'm more to the romantic, fairy tale & happy endings kinda person. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. Anyway, judging by what I saw was interesting was the special effects in every scene. I mean, all the explosions, buildings cracks down, the helicopter spinning around and crashes, all the big machines etc. looks really, I mean seriously looks amazingly surreal. I'll give them two thumbs up for that. And of course, the actors & actresses were great too. I adore that cute little girl, Star 'who kinda look like Janet Jackson, the younger version, of course'. And haven't any of you guys out there notice? One of the actress looks a lot like Maya Karin. What was her name again, oh yeah, Blair. But Sarah disagree, but I still think she has a little bit of resemblance of Maya. Anyways, I didn't know that Paris Hilton has a brand new fragrance already! It's called Fairy Dust & it smells so sweet and sexy. My hair needs treatment and I'm thinking about coloring it again since my current hair color isn't that noticeable unless I'm exposed to brightness. I'm going for brunette this time.

Norzie Smarty Pants.

Oh, I wonder what she's up too lately. Probably studying very hard since she went to Labuan to continue her studies. Which reminds me, she's with Finaz & Haifa as well. They all continued their studies there. Hopefully everything goes well for them. Norzie always tries to annoy me every time we meet each other. She always got some dirty little tricks up her sleeves. I kinda miss that. And she's good at imitating people when they cry or should I say being abused. Funny stuffs. It's a good thing that she's super genius. Some people think she's gifted. She doesn't have to study a lot but still manage to get very good marks in her education. I hate her, just kidding.

TTYL BABIES

Still around, baby.

2009-05-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

I'm always gonna be around.

Hmm, Lemons.

It's good to be back in the online world again. I haven't been surfing the net lately because of my internet connection was purposely been cut off cause I didn't pay up the bills, I guess. Wait, I shouldn't blame myself for that. It's my parents fault, now that sounds right with the situation. They probably just got caught up with other things to pay. You know, those busy days of work & responsibilities our parents has to endure every single day. The important thing is, the internet connection is back. Thank God. Anyways, things had been a bit hectic nowadays. My dad is moving back here for the next 3 weeks from Labuan & he wanted me to go to this music & art college in Klang called "Aswara". Wasn't really thrilled about that but unfortunately I couldn't really do anything about it since he always reminded me that he's the 'big sponsor' of the family. I'll probably be leaving to KL somewhere in the month of July. Oh yeah, my birthday is coming up & yes, there's a party.

Oh Sherry Cherry.

Okay Sherry, I know I should have said this earlier but I'm really glad everything worked out between us. Including Velerey too. I'm really satisfied that you both understand the situation and didn't take it seriously about the whole 'backstabbing' thing anymore. As long as the word 'trust' is still in our friendship, and I mean that for the 3 of us, I'm excited to see how our friendship will grow even more. I love you bitches. Let the past be with the past.

Hugs & Kisses

Sweetest thing.

2009-05-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

Hushhhhh.

Quiet breath upon my skin.

I shiver in the evening light.
Your chuckle soft as whim
as I try to hold you tight.
The long day has grown me weak
so I let my breathing slow.
You lean in and whisper, "Charlotte."
Your voice is soft and low.
I look to you questioningly.
All you say is, "I love you."
Butterflies stir inside of me
as if you gave the cue.
I smile and close my eyes
and breathe out a heavy sigh.
"I love you, too," I say.
Then we both say goodnight.
And when the morning comes
I will open up my eyes.
As the morning birds all hum

you will be by my side.

"You do say the sweetest thing sometimes."

Perfect little things.

2009-05-12T07:21:00.001-07:00

Nabil's fashion taste ;

Artistic sneakers.

I'm such a big fan of sneakers! I seriously have a huge fetish for it, its very simple yet still looked so sophisticated. I want this designed printed sneaker so bad. Extremely tempting. Reward me with this mum & dad.

Showstopper shades.

Oversized black sunglasses always fascinates me all the time. It's classy & very elegant looking. Surely being a paparazzi target, Victoria Beckham never forgets to wear her sunnies to block the camera flashes. Smart choice I must say.

Fabulous scarfs.

Long, colorful, soft & lubricious neck scarfs. There are numerous ways to wear it, making it a very versatile accessory. Hilary Duff always works it with a scarf around her neck. Stunning diva.

Perfect babies.

Oh, celebs & their dogs. Just look at Ashley Tisdale's adorable pet. Walking around the city streets with cutest little thing wrap around your arm, you'll sure be turning heads.

That's right baby dolls :)

Just, J-J-J, Just Dance.

2009-05-04T11:33:00.000-07:00

What's up baby dolls?

N & M

Last weekend was a total blast. Went to blue lagoon with my homies. Surrounded by loud musics, drinks, camera flashes & most of all, the party people. We were dancing till we're like freaking sweating. Haha, good exercise right, Mel? I'm so in love with the dance floor when the DJ played my favorite remix song by Lady Gaga, Just Dance. Oh, the flashy lights & the loud hardcore beats just get the best of me out there. It's one of my temptation y'all. Mr. DJ didn't only play the modern millennium dance song that youngsters used to listen nowadays. But he also played some of the remixes of the 80's and the 70's as well, which was cool & very vintage too. Made me think like I was back in the 80's & 70's.

1, 2, 3, Snap.

Pictures of you, pictures of me. Yeah, that us. Nadia, me and Meloy. I love these girls. Such a party people. If anyone out there wants to party like crazy, you guys should totally bring these girls out. By the way, Mel can sing that 'Sampai Menutup Mata' song by Acha very well. Haha, don't deny it cuzzie. She actually sounded a lil bit like Acha's voice. Better embrace it Mel! Oh and Nadia on the other hand always get me pumped up when she sings 'Pudar' by Rossa. Seriously girls, we should make an album together.

Oh la la.

As usually, all good things must come to an end. We went back around 2.30am like that and the place was closing already. The people who works there are very friendly tho, big thanks to them. We were the last group of people to go home. And I do hate saying goodbyes to my homies. But it's not like this is the end y'all. There's always a next time.

MUCH LOVE.

Always Remember.

2009-05-02T03:19:00.001-07:00

Always keep in mind,

- XOXO -

Any other day, please.

2009-04-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

Where is the snow fairy when you need one?

Shamira & I in the sun.

Today was really freaking damn hot man! Gosh, seriously people. Don't go out without wearing some sunblocks cause you'll totally gonna get sunburn. People had been talking about this bad condition of weather lately. As far as I'm concern, it's definitely not good for the skin. Well not actually, the sun actually provides vitamin D for our skin. But in our situation, it's a different story. Anyway apart from the bad weather condition, I went for my computer driving examination this morning. Guess what, for the second time. I failed again. It hurts, it hurts. And now I have to get ready for the third time. It's due to next Wednesday. I gotta study this time! I seriously need a driving license asap. Finaz was kind enough to give me ride to the city & we brought along her quite annoying little sister and Shamira as well. Even though we had a little trouble with the car but eventually we reached our destination. Woah, crazy day.

Dreamer & Vintage.

Hahaha, I stole this picture from Siti's blog. Well actually, I asked her to upload this photo tho. By the way, nice editing babe. I wish my skin looked soft and radiant like that for real. Anyway, for those of you who don't know her, she's my highschool friend and oh, she's my family friend too. I guess you can say that since her dad is close with my dad. Her mom too. Oh yeah, which reminds me. Lucky for her, she passed her computer driving test. Congrats darl :)

Guess who's adorable baby is this?

Meet baby Iris y'all. Isn't she the cutest thing ever? Aww, love her to death! She's actually my cousin's baby daughter and that makes me, uhhh..her own fabulous uncle! I love you baby Iris, can't wait to see you in my next visit to KL soon.

Hugs & Kisses.

Oh, I hate saying goodbye.

2009-04-27T23:30:00.001-07:00

Ah-Ha, I Hate Saying Goodbyes.

Lyca & Nabil & Linda

It's been a while, it's been a while. Been hanging around with my cuzzie Lyca, for the past two days in Papar. Yeah, I know. Papar is just a small town with not too many modern civilization growing there. FYI, I used to go there often when I was much younger to visit my Aunt Leela. Oh, I miss that time so damn much. Time fly's so swiftly, like a blink of an eye. Anyways, it makes me sad to see that my cuzzie's family no longer live there anymore. They all moved to KL several years ago. Oh well, it's not like they are gone forever. Right? So, the house remains the same except the upper part of the house is being rented by some dudes from the city. Of course, Lyca's been around KK for like a month now. Oh, and she's here for working purpose. Unfortunately, she went back this afternoon already. I'll miss her. Our 2 days in Papar consist of lot's a red wine & loud beats. We brought her long lost friend Linda along with us too. Hahaha, Lyca forced Linda to drink wine. It was funny. She kept saying 'NO'. And we kept saying, just drink it down girl! Surprisingly, she did drink all up. But only a glass. Welcome to the hood Linda! Not forgetting of our model-like friend Carl, for being there for us as well.

Super Duper Cuzzies

Aww, I just love looking at this photo of me & my BFF super cuzzie Meloy. I miss gossiping with her. Seriously, we're very good at it. Especially when it comes to 'friendnemies'. By the way, I'm gonna go to her college soon y'all, weee ~ If you're reading this cuzzie, better get ready to introduce me to your members. Or else. Hahahahaha :) Ohh, and Piney too. Love ya, girls.

Sexy Siren

Last but not ever least, whether she's chubby or skinny, blonde or brunette, I still love her to death. Yup, maybe you can call me an obsessive freak, but I just admire her from head to toe. Long live Miss Hilary Duff.

TTYN.

Secretive behavior.

2009-04-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

OH-LA-LA!

- Some secrets are need to be kept -

We all have a secret. One that no one will ever know, but sometimes we tell our secrets. A secret is supposed to be something no one but you know.. or maybe another person. In the case of the one or few other people involved they should only have been a part of whatever is being kept secret.

How can we trust others to keep our secrets if we can't trust ourselves. By telling someone our secrets we ruin it. It is no longer a secret. If we gave into temptation and told people about whatever the secret was.. what makes us think we can trust the people we tell.

Are secrets not to be kept a secret because we are afraid of being judged? Well if that's true then why do we tell our friends? Our friends are the only ones who really matter opinion wise anyway. Will they not judge us? Wouldn't I be better to discuss our secrets with a total stranger? They cannot judge us. If they did it wouldn't matter any way because their opinion on us doesn't effect us.

Everyone should keep their own secrets instead of depending on others to keep them for you. If we tell a friend our secrets we should not be surprised if they told others about it. After all we gave into the same temptation. And we should expect to be judged. Because those who know us will judge us.

Am I Right?

My Hero!

2009-04-17T10:42:00.000-07:00

My Idol & My Hero.

Somehow, I kinda miss the old Hilary.

-XOXO-