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Baby, don't say goodbye.

about me.
nabil alwan; nine lives. wallflower. free spirit. constant change. dolled up. tangled dirty hair. mood rings. karma believer. gigantic heart. never tamed. lover of animals. opinionated. art as a lifestyle. tiny frame. loud musics. chubby cheeks. wild child. democrat. everyone's got something to say; embracing it is the only way to stay true to yourself. let's make art together, shall we? "the last thing i want to be is overly dramatic i just think it's best; cause you can't miss what you forget"
listen, baby.




Friends.
Piney Meloy Acil Chrishellz Velerey Anna Marion Nurul Tasha Anys Rachael Ira Tieqa Precious Nisa Siti Alexis Loise Amanda Ika Ana Carrie Jacklyn Danelyn Joanne Farina Keynamuach Desi
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Where is the snow fairy when you need one?

Shamira & I in the sun.

Today was really freaking damn hot man! Gosh, seriously people. Don't go out without wearing some sunblocks cause you'll totally gonna get sunburn. People had been talking about this bad condition of weather lately. As far as I'm concern, it's definitely not good for the skin. Well not actually, the sun actually provides vitamin D for our skin. But in our situation, it's a different story. Anyway apart from the bad weather condition, I went for my computer driving examination this morning. Guess what, for the second time. I failed again. It hurts, it hurts. And now I have to get ready for the third time. It's due to next Wednesday. I gotta study this time! I seriously need a driving license asap. Finaz was kind enough to give me ride to the city & we brought along her quite annoying little sister and Shamira as well. Even though we had a little trouble with the car but eventually we reached our destination. Woah, crazy day.

Dreamer & Vintage.

Hahaha, I stole this picture from Siti's blog. Well actually, I asked her to upload this photo tho. By the way, nice editing babe. I wish my skin looked soft and radiant like that for real. Anyway, for those of you who don't know her, she's my highschool friend and oh, she's my family friend too. I guess you can say that since her dad is close with my dad. Her mom too. Oh yeah, which reminds me. Lucky for her, she passed her computer driving test. Congrats darl :)

Guess who's adorable baby is this?

Meet baby Iris y'all. Isn't she the cutest thing ever? Aww, love her to death! She's actually my cousin's baby daughter and that makes me, uhhh..her own fabulous uncle! I love you baby Iris, can't wait to see you in my next visit to KL soon.

Hugs & Kisses.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Ah-Ha, I Hate Saying Goodbyes.

Lyca & Nabil & Linda

It's been a while, it's been a while. Been hanging around with my cuzzie Lyca, for the past two days in Papar. Yeah, I know. Papar is just a small town with not too many modern civilization growing there. FYI, I used to go there often when I was much younger to visit my Aunt Leela. Oh, I miss that time so damn much. Time fly's so swiftly, like a blink of an eye. Anyways, it makes me sad to see that my cuzzie's family no longer live there anymore. They all moved to KL several years ago. Oh well, it's not like they are gone forever. Right? So, the house remains the same except the upper part of the house is being rented by some dudes from the city. Of course, Lyca's been around KK for like a month now. Oh, and she's here for working purpose. Unfortunately, she went back this afternoon already. I'll miss her. Our 2 days in Papar consist of lot's a red wine & loud beats. We brought her long lost friend Linda along with us too. Hahaha, Lyca forced Linda to drink wine. It was funny. She kept saying 'NO'. And we kept saying, just drink it down girl! Surprisingly, she did drink all up. But only a glass. Welcome to the hood Linda! Not forgetting of our model-like friend Carl, for being there for us as well.

Super Duper Cuzzies

Aww, I just love looking at this photo of me & my BFF super cuzzie Meloy. I miss gossiping with her. Seriously, we're very good at it. Especially when it comes to 'friendnemies'. By the way, I'm gonna go to her college soon y'all, weee ~ If you're reading this cuzzie, better get ready to introduce me to your members. Or else. Hahahahaha :) Ohh, and Piney too. Love ya, girls.

Sexy Siren

Last but not ever least, whether she's chubby or skinny, blonde or brunette, I still love her to death. Yup, maybe you can call me an obsessive freak, but I just admire her from head to toe. Long live Miss Hilary Duff.

TTYN.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

OH-LA-LA!

- Some secrets are need to be kept -

We all have a secret. One that no one will ever know, but sometimes we tell our secrets. A secret is supposed to be something no one but you know.. or maybe another person. In the case of the one or few other people involved they should only have been a part of whatever is being kept secret.

How can we trust others to keep our secrets if we can't trust ourselves. By telling someone our secrets we ruin it. It is no longer a secret. If we gave into temptation and told people about whatever the secret was.. what makes us think we can trust the people we tell.

Are secrets not to be kept a secret because we are afraid of being judged? Well if that's true then why do we tell our friends? Our friends are the only ones who really matter opinion wise anyway. Will they not judge us? Wouldn't I be better to discuss our secrets with a total stranger? They cannot judge us. If they did it wouldn't matter any way because their opinion on us doesn't effect us.

Everyone should keep their own secrets instead of depending on others to keep them for you. If we tell a friend our secrets we should not be surprised if they told others about it. After all we gave into the same temptation. And we should expect to be judged. Because those who know us will judge us.

Am I Right?

Friday, April 17, 2009

My Idol & My Hero.



Somehow, I kinda miss the old Hilary.

-XOXO-

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Let’s pretend you never hurt me
Let’s pretend you never lied
Let’s pretend you never told on me
Just do it that way

Let’s pretend I never knew you
Let’s pretend I never cared
Let’s pretend I never looked your way
It would be better like that

Let’s pretend I never hurt you
Let’s pretend I never lied
Let’s pretend I never did all those mistakes
Just do it my way

Let’s pretend you never did those mistakes
Let’s pretend you never walked away
Let’s pretend you never left me alone
Let’s pretend you never back stabbed me

So I could go back to loving you

Friday, April 3, 2009

DO THE FISHY FACE, PLEASE.

Oh, I'm so disgusted right now.


"People try to be honest with you & this is how you repay them?"
Omfg, I couldn't believe you would react that way, it's sad. Really. Still think we're BFF's? No, I don't think so. And I'm definitely not gonna jump into 'starting a friendship' with you with both feet anymore. Now I know we're totally different people. Yup, I want different things. So do you. Thinking back, it's so amazingly ridiculous how you define the word 'besties' to me cause it's totally not what I'm seeing you doing now. So feel free to live your life your own way cause from now on I never wanna be apart of it anymore. Keep that in mind.


OH WELL, it's your lost.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

A Day In The Sun.







SOAK UP THE SUN BABES.

So last Saturday was surprisingly magnificent :) I mean, what could be more satisfying? Being stranded in an exotic island with your BFF doesn't get any better than that, right? Gosh, I could barely recall what we've done there. Sun bathing, swimming with the fishes, sand castles, snapping pictures, & most of all, friendly foreign people to talk too. Oh well, I guess this will be my sweetest memory for the year 2009. Nah, I think it's way too early to mention that. But I'm sure gonna miss this great quality time, NAYDEN. By the way, Nayden, if you're reading this, 'told'cha I could swim like a real freakin' mermaid'. Hahahaha :)

I FREAKIN' MISS YOU NAYDEN.

XOXO