HEY THERE ;)

With skinny Velerey.

On July 18, Siti celebrated her 18th birthday at her crib. Yeah! Shes 18 now. Join the club dear. Anyways, I went there with Sherry, Velerey, and Dianne. Sherry is the driver. For your info, shes in Sarawak already continuing her studies for college. Good luck darling. I hope you'll do well there. I'm gonna miss her though. So at the party, there's been quite a few of familiar faces that I know from school. She has a lot of Chinese friends. Oh and Siti made some cupcakes which was really cute. I wanna learn how to make those precious thing! Its like I don't want to eat it, its too cute. After that, we went to her room which was really cute. Yes, I love your room darling. Its my kinda style baby. If your wondering, the pictures had been taken in Siti's closet. We tried on her accessories. Very nice collections. Not to forget, Shamira was there too. She stayed at her place. I'm guessing they're having slumber party together that night. Overall, it was fun. I mean, it was the last time that I'm gonna hang out with Sherry since she's going to Sarawak the next evening. We went back at around 12am that night. My dad just won't stop texting me and its really annoying.

Us again.

Tomorrow morning I'll probably be going out with my friends. I want to shop more. I want lots and lots of t-shirts. My mom just got back from the Philippines. She bought lots of stuffs. Clothes, shoes, and accessories. She got me a pair of sneakers and a neck scarf. Cute tho. I'm gonna wear them tomorrow. Oh and my driving test went well. This 28th I'll be having the JPJ test. So wish me lots of luck babies. I'm gonna need it. By the way, I have tumblr now. Blogspot is getting boring, so yeah, here's the link, click here. But don't worry, I'll keep this blog going on too. Tumblr is just my other blog that I'll post things like my inspirations, favorite poems, advices etc.

Keep The Loving Going On.

Whaddup Dollies?

Fake a smile.

So basically, nothing much really did happen these few days. Boring 101, I'll tell ya that. Anyway, I can't wait to watch the latest Harry Potter movie. I'm so in love with the fantasy world they've created for us to watch. Believe it or not, its actually 5.20am in the morning now to be exact. I know, I can't sleep plus I'm not feeling tired at all. I've been pretty active with Twitter nowadays. Yes, I'm an official twitter-er already. Follow me, here. Currently, I've been trying to ignore all sorts of problem that had been going on for quite a while now. I just don't wanna make things harder for me by weeping my ass off because of something that I couldn't take control of. Sometimes, its best to let go and just go on with the flow. And hope for the best to happen in the near future. So, yesterday night, my cousins took me & my bro out for a late night dinner in Damai. Ugh, I had a bad flashback memory of my mp3 getting stolen there. Whatever, what's gone is gone. Well, there were four of us. Just talking and stuffing our mouths up with foods. It was nice tho, it felt like we hadn't been hanging out like this for years already. Anyway, I've just noticed that Ryan Seacrest is the highest paid reality host ever. Ha. Saw that info on e-online. How lucky to be in his shoes. Oh and another thing, did u guys saw the new add commercial of Desperate Housewives on Star World? I love it, makes me wanna get up and dance too.

Old days.

Oh my gosh. I almost forgot about this pic of me and my friend, Nisa. We were down town shopping that time. It wasn't just the two of us, her two other sister as well too. They helped me pick the most fab outfit for my last birthday party. Oh and the new sunnies as well. We must hang out more you guys! Unlike me, she's in college already. Same with my other friend Anys. They went to the same college. Argh, I wanna feel what its like being in college. Oh, college life.

My sister's creation;

What do you think?

She's been doing this painting of a scenery for school work. And she wanted to get it perfect. I suggested her that she should be a painter. As you can see, she did a two different version of it. One is more brighter and the other one more darker. I think the darker version looks like its haunted or something. I prefer the brighter one. Looks more friendlier and cheerful. Don't you think?

Shut up & drive.

And this is the place where I learn all the driving lessons. I'm almost done with it. My mom had been nagging about me not getting my license out for quite a while now. Its really starting to get on my nerves y'all. Seriously.

I'm so sick & tired about all this drama going on in my head. Just when I thought everything was perfectly going accordingly to plan, which I had put a lot of thought into it. Seriously. A new chaos hits back on top again. When will this end? Why couldn't I be like the others? Screw that shits. Its making me wanna burst like Hurricane Katrina. Another extremely boring & wasted day today. I told Nurul, and I explained to her everything about my dreadful situation. I need to talk a lot when I'm worried. It all comes down to my parents! They still want me to go to this UiTM college! I don't wanna go & study there. I want KLMU. I'm standing on to my choice. Lady Luck wasn't by my side. God, help me.

Duff + GG = :)

E! Online have just posted an article regarding Hilary’s upcoming Gossip Girl appearance. I am so excited for this, October couldn’t come any sooner! I'm praying this rumor is true. This would be absolutely amazing. She's gonna be a movie star who enrolls at NYC in search of a traditional college experience.

XOXO

Simply gorges.

Hello people. I'm so extremely bored today. Couldn't even sleep now, too much to think about maybe. I'm constantly worrying about my college application which is seriously killing me. Why do I have to go through this? Damn. Anyway, lets not talk about whats going on the reality now. Cause my day was a complete waste. So, as you can see (the photo above), I'm easily inspired by high fashion photography. I love the whole thing with the models, themes, etc. Very interesting to me. Its quite fascinating how every photo tells a story, like they have their own sort of agenda to it. I remembered when I was really young, looking at the fashion magazines that my mum bought whenever comes back from town. I would stare and analyze them carefully and even try to imitate the poses that the models do too. And I thought all those photography is just simply lots of make up, good looking people, some fancy clothes & a camera, of course. But now I learned that its more than that. Its full with inspiration and passion. Until now, being the so called 'dreamer' as I'm always known as to my friends, if I could be a fashion photographer or a fashion stylist, that would be a blast for me in so many levels. Haha, but yeah, that's what the problem is with myself, I'm easily inspired by a lot of things. Anyways, I stumbled upon some really fab male clothing on some clothing site just now, its all based on white color theme. Which is my favorite.

Its all about being classy;

Hey Lovelies.

With em' girl-lies :)

Went out to 1B with Fiqah & Nurul today. Super fun day. Even tho I was the one who was super early to arrive. Hehe, I'm used to it. Its been a while since we've partied together back in the days. I bought some scarfs, and Nurul & Fiqah bought some make up stuffs. We ate a lot like monsters. Hahaha. Oh yeah, then we went to this really fancy looking shop, I couldn't recall the name of the shop, well, actually it was a boutique, and Nurul & Fiqah tried some stunning out fits, poor me tho, they don't have male clothing's there. Very sexy & classy looking. Thumbs up girls. Nurul, better get that dress! It suits you well. And Fiqah, that pink dress doesn't make you look fat! Trust me babe. I have a gift for picking good looking out fits. Hahaha. Later then, we then meet up with some of Nurul's friend, his name is Wan. That's my nickname too actually. Anyways, they're very friendly, plus they send me & Nurul home with their car. Aww, that's sweet. Too bad Fiqah had to leave early cause she has a another appointment with her beautician. At least, I'm happy I got to meet her before she leaves to Melbourne this Satuday. Ugh. Miss her so much. Getting more fabulous dear. Overall, it was a pretty good day with ma' VVIP girls. Enjoy the pictures darlings.

Photo's Of The Day :)

Baby could you blow my heart out?

Me & Tashyia@Nayden.

Bored, bored, bored. I wish I could get my driving license done by now. Its taking like forever to get it done. Damn it. Oh and I'm getting pretty tired of waiting for my college response from KL, Klang. Ugh, I can't believe I went through the whole system of going for the interview, the paper exams, & audition for that particular college. To be honest, I'm not really thrilled of getting in that college tho, but my dad force me too. He said his, so called 'lecturer friend' said it was a good place for kids who wants to pursue into the music industry. Hmm. I don't think my dad knows what I really want actually. I've checked the background of that college and its all 100 percent based on traditional art. As in, Malaysian musical or something like that. And its not that I don't like that but I don't think I like it when its all very traditional. I like pop, jazz, & rock scene. But traditional? Not so much. Plus, now my mum is starting to get worried about me for being lazy & have absolutely nothing to do while waiting for the college thingy to happen. Nightmare.

Smooches baby.

Well, I guess whats important now is to get my license done & get over with the laziness. I need to work on something useful for me. Something very, uhh, productive. I was thinking about covering up a song & make a video out of it. You know, like what the Disney stars always do. They cover up a Disney song and make the beats a bit more modern then they make it to a music video. Since my bro is in the film industry, this is kind of like a test for him. I mean, he got all the things like camera, speakers, etc. All I have to do is record a song and start working on a video. I know, I make it sound simple, but don't get me wrong. I know its gonna be hard work. Nothing comes easy. So, since I grew up listening to those Disney songs, why don't I pick one & pump up the beats a lil bit and start recording? Right? But it doesn't have to be a Disney song tho, I think I'll cover some of the oldies too. Overall, I'm just doing this to make a move on my life, its something that I'm passionate about, deeply.

Miss you, bitch.

I miss hanging out with Tashyia, or should I say Nayden. Haha, she named herself that. Well actually, we were talking on the phone & start talking about 'not liking our names that much'. So we creatively changed our names. She calls me Charlotte (not for girl's name only, okay people? I saw some few guys named like that too) and I call her Nayden. So we're now also known as Charlotte and Nayden y'all. Thats how to story goes. I consider her to be one of my best friend. I guess its because she's very honest with me and we have a lot of things in common. I mean, I always call her when I'm feeling down and so does she. Love her to death. Anyway, I'm diggin this song so damn much, its called Falling Down by Space Cowboy. And 21 Guns by Green Day. I'm not a really big fan of Green Day but its a pretty decent song y'all. Listen to those songs and forget about yesterday. Hehe. By the way, if you're wondering when were this photo's of me and Nayden was taken, its on the 19th of June which was my mum's birthday party at Blue Lagoon.

XOXO